sTOP STOP STOP IT LITTLE 18 YR OLD BOYS I CANNNNNOTTTTT EVENNNNNn
it’s weird. all of the things that i’m good at, i don’t have any intentions whatsoever at going further with them, or doing anything with them other than just fucking around and doing them for my own pleasure. singing, writing, dancing, being creative in general… am i wasting all of my talents? eh, prolly. am i too lazy to try to “make anything out of them”? fuck yeah.
i bet people dont understand that im joking 800% of the time
my life….. but then nobody takes me seriously when i’m actually being serious….. o wait that’s nvr lol~~~
just requested an apartment on air bnb… is it weird that i’m excited lmfao. never stayed in an apt in san francisco before, and hoping this one is relatively nice enough for my aunty and gma and also me & my bestie….. all this prepping for graduation is exhausting and stressful…. bettah be worth it hahahahahaha.
that is all.